Preemies..

Well I have 2 months until our little boy is supposed to arrive. But, we have a really high chance of having him here early. Any time. The first worry was because of where the umbilical cord is attached to my placenta- it could cause him to not get enough nutrition and not grow well, so far so good on that. It can often cause and early delivery though. That was a worry but since everything has gone well so far I have not been to concerned. That is why I have monthly ultrasounds though, since everything has been so far so good I have loved them, and loved that I can see our little son so often!
I now go to the doctor every 2 weeks and than in like 3/4 of a month or in a month I would start going everyweek til the little man arrives- BUT, I went in the doctor today and a new problem/ worry arose. Preeclampsia. The only cure is delivering the baby. So they are monitoring me even closer, and more often. So I now have to go every week. UGhh like I dont have enough stress ! If I start to have more of these symptoms its off to the hospital, the only cure is delivering our little baby. I dont want to do that yet. So I need to finish his room hopefully this week and I am getting my hospital bag packed and ready with the car seat, hopefully it will sit in a pile in his room for 2 more months but its better to be safe than sorry :) Only 5-8% of pregnant ladies suffer from this. So I am, maybe, the 'lucky' 5-8%. Joy. Basically it is: all the vessels in my body are 'leaky' so I dont know... nor do I care to know :) BUT I am stressed and I thought this would be a great place to vent, and worry and let it all out. WHEEEWWWWWW I just want everything to be good and all of us to be healthy!
We will see, so far were all fine. :)
Please no preemie baby for us!
-30w3d