Im....exhausted!

Let me just say, Im exhausted! My house is a mess! I have a 'to do' list 1 mile long! Whhhewwww I am just 100% stressed out. I cant sleep cause im waking up feeding puppies, or my back hurts, or I have to pee. I cant get any work done cause I worry about everything and im at work all the time and there are only 24 hours in a day!! My grass is extra long, when I try to mow I get so tired and hot and I cant breath cause this little joy bundle is stuck in my teeny tiny short torso and smashes my lungs! I have 4 loads of laundry to do, and every time I do one I have another load that needs done! I dont even know where to start on my 'to do' list.
BUT
I love not being able to breath, and having to pee, and being in pain cause my son is sooo big. I love having 12 dogs and helping Athena take care of her precious babies. I love having blinds so I can shut them and not see how long my grass is. I enjoy work cause it is generally a very quiet place. I dont mind wearing the same pair of pants twice.

Im lucky to have so many good things :) and so many good people to share it all with!

I dont know why this picture turns to the side every time I upload it and I dont knowhow to fix it BUT Im sooo lucky to have such an awesome husband. We love eachother, and will always be there to lean on eachother. Love isnt easy. Its a lot of work. Hard work. But its so worth it. Who wants to go through life alone? With out someone there to hold their hand and pick their head up? I know I dont and luckily for me I will NEVER have to, I love this man :) and he loves me.