Preemies..

Well I have 2 months until our little boy is supposed to arrive. But, we have a really high chance of having him here early. Any time. The first worry was because of where the umbilical cord is attached to my placenta- it could cause him to not get enough nutrition and not grow well, so far so good on that. It can often cause and early delivery though. That was a worry but since everything has gone well so far I have not been to concerned. That is why I have monthly ultrasounds though, since everything has been so far so good I have loved them, and loved that I can see our little son so often!
I now go to the doctor every 2 weeks and than in like 3/4 of a month or in a month I would start going everyweek til the little man arrives- BUT, I went in the doctor today and a new problem/ worry arose. Preeclampsia. The only cure is delivering the baby. So they are monitoring me even closer, and more often. So I now have to go every week. UGhh like I dont have enough stress ! If I start to have more of these symptoms its off to the hospital, the only cure is delivering our little baby. I dont want to do that yet. So I need to finish his room hopefully this week and I am getting my hospital bag packed and ready with the car seat, hopefully it will sit in a pile in his room for 2 more months but its better to be safe than sorry :) Only 5-8% of pregnant ladies suffer from this. So I am, maybe, the 'lucky' 5-8%. Joy. Basically it is: all the vessels in my body are 'leaky' so I dont know... nor do I care to know :) BUT I am stressed and I thought this would be a great place to vent, and worry and let it all out. WHEEEWWWWWW I just want everything to be good and all of us to be healthy!
We will see, so far were all fine. :)
Please no preemie baby for us!
-30w3d

Im....exhausted!

Let me just say, Im exhausted! My house is a mess! I have a 'to do' list 1 mile long! Whhhewwww I am just 100% stressed out. I cant sleep cause im waking up feeding puppies, or my back hurts, or I have to pee. I cant get any work done cause I worry about everything and im at work all the time and there are only 24 hours in a day!! My grass is extra long, when I try to mow I get so tired and hot and I cant breath cause this little joy bundle is stuck in my teeny tiny short torso and smashes my lungs! I have 4 loads of laundry to do, and every time I do one I have another load that needs done! I dont even know where to start on my 'to do' list.
BUT
I love not being able to breath, and having to pee, and being in pain cause my son is sooo big. I love having 12 dogs and helping Athena take care of her precious babies. I love having blinds so I can shut them and not see how long my grass is. I enjoy work cause it is generally a very quiet place. I dont mind wearing the same pair of pants twice.

Im lucky to have so many good things :) and so many good people to share it all with!

I dont know why this picture turns to the side every time I upload it and I dont knowhow to fix it BUT Im sooo lucky to have such an awesome husband. We love eachother, and will always be there to lean on eachother. Love isnt easy. Its a lot of work. Hard work. But its so worth it. Who wants to go through life alone? With out someone there to hold their hand and pick their head up? I know I dont and luckily for me I will NEVER have to, I love this man :) and he loves me.

Finally a New Post!!

I have been crazy busy lately!! I feel like I will NEVER EVER EVER catch up before my son is born, hopefully im wrong :)
Since our week going to the temple, My belly has grown to be quit enormous! I love it so much though!! (most days). My cousin and her kids came down for the week a couple weeks ago and it was so much fun to catch up! We took all the kids swimming and that was, well.. an experience :) 3 adults/ 12kids really stresses me out! It was so much fun though :) First time I have worn a swim suit since I got this big belly of mine and I will say my belly didnt look that bad.. Its just the rest of me I cant wait to get into shape!
A couple days ago I went swimming again with my sisters and my mom and all their kids and it was very fun :) my moms friend owns a 'pond' called Christensens Pond (go figure!), they originally built it for the boy scouts so they would have a place to go camping (its like 10min outside of Fruitland), He planted tons of trees around it so you have a forest scene and he build this little lake with water slides and canoes and a zip line and it is really fun!!  I do love to go there :)

Our gorgeous dog had her babies!! We got 11 WOW :) That is a big litter especially for the first time. They are 3 weeks old today, their eyes are open, they can hear, they can walk..pretty good, they bite, and growl, and their teeth are growing in, were trying to ween them but wheewwww its a big job. Athena has been such a good mommy :) and her babies are BEAUTIFUL!

We got 2 that look like this

We got 3 blues who look just like their momma :)

I finally got to go register foe baby and I :) (a couple weeks ago, I guess). I love Babies-R-Us, I could have stayed in there for 4 hours. I bought a belly band and it is a wonderful idea, I love it! I dont like to wear it outside of the house however cause I look like some weirdo with back problems ;) My baby show is in a couple weeks and I cant wait!!! I just want to have the little guys room all set up and ready to go! But I work 6 days a weeks and feel like I never have time :( Im now 30weeks pregnant (in2days).. where has the time gone, I have so much to do to get ready and I feel like I have just started (partly not my fault though, I had a really douche living in what is now going to be the baby nursury) These are the 2 most recent belly only pictures  I have :) They were taken at 28w6days or 29 weeks :) IDK

WOWWWY! Look at that belly grow :) I go to the doctor every 2 weeks, I have ultrasounds monthly, and I get to feel this sweet little baby kicking my ribs, and beating at my left side, But I love it, its so amazing. He has taken all my iron so I have to now take iron pills for the anemia, He has taken all my calcium so my bones are brittle and my teeth flippin hurt so I have to drink lots of milk and I hate milk but I do it with a smile :) He is going to be one beautiful baby I cant wait for him to get here!!
That is all :)