Hate is a Strong Word...But I Really Really Really Don't Like YOU!

There is this girl I know, too well. We used to work together. She thought we were best friends, we weren't. When I really needed someone to go places with me, cause I don't like to go alone, I would have her tag along, cause she always would. I complained about her too often, Dave was getting really annoyed with me. So finally after all her drama and lies and her 'my bad story is way worse than your bad story' and her 'my good story is wayyyy better than your good story' and the her forgetting she already lied about this so when she tells me this story again its 100% different, yep, I got tired of that ridiculousness. I called her out and said you 'effing annoy me'. I was very kind about it... well, actually, No I wasn't. I was very mean and it caught her off guard so she was full of hate and  name calling. I never ever one time called her anything but a liar, and I always ending the text with a '=)))' so that makes it nice.....-ishh.
So she quit her job, since we worked together and I might have said 'everyone at work thinks you are annoying....=))))' Ok that was really uncalled for, BUT maybe if you knew how this girl was and the things she would lie about and say to me, you might say 'Oh! Good than!!' Everyone at work loved it, everyone of my friends, family, and loved ones in my life who happened to know her loved that I did it.

But I found myself feeling a little bad. I have not yelled or got in a girl fight in a long long time, so it was a train wreck waiting to happen...

Recently I heard that she is getting married, and my first thought was 'I KNEW SHE WOULD FORCE HIM INTO THIS!!!!!!!' Than all these mean thoughts ran through my head.

Last night I had a dream that we saw each other and she gave me this really awesome mirror, and we both said 'I'm Sorry..' and meant it. But we were not friends still, we were just on a better note. No I never want to be friends again, BUT I need to be the bigger person, and throw the drama to the side and just forget about it. I need to say i'm sorry.
I carry my stress in my shoulders and neck, and the last 3 months I cant even sleep cause they hurt so bad. So I think carrying this baby has given me a lot to think about, I have a lot, well not a lot, but a few people that I should make amends with and there are a few things I need to let go of, and a few things I need to do.
-Laura